The Complexity of an Uncertain Me

i am stubborn...
i am careless...
i am nothing...

weirdness is what they see...
normal is what i wanted to be…

i hate the world
i am angry
life’s unfair
uncertainness is what I got to share

how come happiness is hard to reach
for some its easy to perceive
my thoughts run wild
free as what i always wanted to be

random thoughts poured on paper
a distant i light easily recognized
take me to where i ought to be
free from all this bullshit that’s been fucking me